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I Am My Own Self

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How Can Life Be Pictured So Beautifully?

How can life be pictured so beautifully ?

Threads of yellowish shimmers soured the milky sky

Blazing as they danced with joy

I let out a cheerful sigh

I sit upon the shady river

Wearing that peaceful thought

Pronouncing the welcome of a sudden shiver

The wind whispered so soft

A delicacy that you and I a re prone to devour

A fantasy we lived but wont once more

How fragile is this leaf

How beautiful is this rose

Drinking from the scenery I call life

It flourishes and ignites

A dilemma framed this fairytaled scene

How can life be pictured so beautifully?

 

My First Poem Ever :)

dark shadows  
dark shadows filling the world with disgrace
judged by people of another color and race
casting their shadows on the world of tomorrow
giving away all that pain and sorrow
broken hearts screaming away with faith
that the real world is yet to be replaced
in this world that is so blind
to answer the question of an ignorant mind
wont make out for the corruption of a soul
what could push you to be so god damn low
stoned statues made from clay
dying for the hope of another day
dont really see right or wrong
dont really know where they belong
leaving this earth emerging through another
lacking of sence but dont u even bother
dont be fooled by this mask im wearing
coz beneath somethin beautiful
lays an ugly self
and behind a wall of false believes
lays somethin so wrecked
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BIOGRAPHY

 
 
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THE BASICS:
NAME:
Rola,,
 
NICKNAMES:
Lolo ,, Ror ,, Roritta ,,
 
ZODIAC:
Capricorn,,
 
CHINESE STAR SIGN:
 Horse,,
 
BIRTHday:
26 December 1990,,
 
BIRTHplace:
Jeddah,,
 
CURRENT LOCATION:
Jeddah,,
 
HAIR COLOR:
 Brown ,,
 
HEIGHT:
Im a shorty :P,,
 
RIGHTY OR LEFTY:
Righty,,
 
SINGLE OR TAKEN:
Single,,
 
MUSIC:
 Rock\Metal
 
BANDS\SINGERS:
Avril lavigne ,, Hinder ,, Good Charlotte ,, Hoobastank ,, Pod ,, Linkin Park ,, H.I.M ,, Matchbox Twenty ,, Mc Fly ,, Lovebites ,, Evanescence ,, Simple Plan ,, Blink 182 ,, Sum 41 ,, Goo Goo Dolls ,, Breaking Benjamins ,, Def Leppard ,, Deftones ,, Godsmack ,, Lacuna Coil ,, Mastadon ,, The Rasmus ,, Tokio Hotel ,,Metallica ,, Type o Negative ,,  3 Doors Down ,, The Eagles ,, Scorpions ,, Nirvana ,, Stained ,, Pain ,, Candlemass ,, Aiden ,, Creed ,, Korn ,, Puddle Of Mud ,, Limp Bizkit ,, Slipknot ,, System Of A Down ,, Nightwish ,, Motorheads ,,Kalmah ,, Inflames ,, Opeth ,, Iron Maiden ,, Blind Guardian ,, Dimmu Borgir ,, Mudvayne ,, Dimention Zero  ,,  Epica ,, Kid Rock ,, Incubus ,, Yngwie Malmsteen ,, Iced Earth ,, Disturbed ,, Appocalyptica ,, Dark Tranquility ,, Lake Of Tears ,, Static-x ,, Children Of Bodom ,, The Veronicas ,, Kaci Brown ,, Pcd ,, Shayne Ward ,, Karl Wolf ,, Rihanna ,, ..............Ect
 
SPORTS:
Basketball . Swimmin . Gymnastics . Dancin . Karate . & Table Tennis ,, 
  
ICE CREAM:
Vanilla N Strawberry With Nuts All Over It,,, :p got u DROOLING didnt i??:P
 
FEARS:
This may come out a lil' babyish but im afraid of the DARK ,, Im also afraid of REJECTION ,, BUGS ,, N' BEING LEFT BEHIND,, LMAO
 
WEEKNESS:
.. I get really weak when im in a music or a video store ,, Im a FREAKIN addict ,,It takes more than 1 person 2 pull me out,,
 
VACATION:
Winter in paris and germany ,,Summer in Italy and Florida,,
Or maybe just touring all over,,Doesnt matter where the more exotic the better ,,
  
 
THINGS I REGRET:
I regret trusting ppl .. I did alot ..
 
WORST EMBARRASSMENT:
When i was ABOUT ten.. I had 2 do a dance routine on stage ,,When it was time 4 me to do a flip i fell in the back stage,, IVE GOT the tapes to prove it,, BUT dont u use that against me :p
 
DIS LYKES:
Ungreatfullness.. Noisy kids.. The nigga style.. N' bad hair days,,
 
LUV:
 Johnny depp ,,Day Dreaming ,, N'proving myself,,
  
DOIN AT THE CURRENT MOMENT:
Bangin ma head n lsnin 2 some rock deg deg deg lol i think the neighbors jus rang the bell @@.. SCREW'EM
  
WANNABEE IN LIFE:
A doctor ..  I also wanted 2 be a musician  but i dont think i hav a chance in this country ,,But nuthin usually stops me 4rm getting my way >)mowahaha,,
 
FUN STUFF:
THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP:
Oh how beautifull (HORRIBLE)this day is,,
 
SMOKE:
Not yet ,,:p
 
SWEAR:
When im worked up ,,Yea i do but that doesnt mean im a bad person:)
 
DO U BELIEVE IN UR SELF:
Yea i think i can accomplish anything i set my mind to,,
 
WHERE DO U WANNA GET MARRIED:
In a ya5t or maybe the beach just somewhere outdoors .. We could create our own untraditional wedding ..
 
BEST CLOTHING STYLE:
Rock or punk style anything freaky n' unconventional with weird accessories ,,Luv wearin hundreds n hundreds of them...,,
 
WOULD U DATE SOME1 JUST 4 HIS LOOKS:
Naaah,,
 
CHOCOLATE OR WHITE MILK:
Both make me drool,,
 
CAKE OR PIE:
Pie,,
 
MUD OR JELLY:
Jelly,,
 
SKIING OR BOARDING:
Boarding ..Skate boarding (not that i actually know how 2 skate  loool),,
 
SUNSET OR SUNRISE:
Sunrise,,
 
HAV U EVER FRACTURED \ SPRINTED\BROKE\ TWISTED A BONE:
IF YES WUT THE HELL HAPENNED:
Loool yup once when i was doin a karate move i fell n broke
the little bone in ma little toe wut a conveniant place e7em,, I know im a big CRY BABY ;p,,
 
FAV COLOR:
Fushia (hot pink) , Black n' red,,
 
WHOS UR LOUDEST FRND:
Looool noody 4 sure,,
 
FAV NUMBER:
2 n 6,,
 
WUT SOCER TEAM DO U CHEER:
We3 i hate soccer :s,,
 
WORST TIME OF THE DAY:
In the mornin when i gotta get ready 4 school :s,,
 
WORST DAY OF THE WEEK:
Friday,, Normally coz its the day i gotta visit my pops ,,Which is a complete nightmare in my world... :s,,
 
EVER DRUNK ALCHOHOL:
NO,,
 
R U A HEALTH FREAK:
Im the exact opposite lol,,
 
MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING:
Burger king,,
 
WORST FOOD:
Chinese aaargh :s,,
 
BEST FOOD:
Fast , Italian n Home food ,,Hmmmm nuthin like ur mama's home made treats @@
 
UR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE WHEN INSTANT MESSAGING:
Im addicted 2 sayin lol ,, I used 2 mock ppl who used that word ,,So wut can i say wut goes around comes around !!:s
 
Sorry 6awalt 3aleekom ,, I hope u injoyed it ,, Take Care ... $$
 
 
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What mythological creature em i?
 
Mermaid
You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.
Your Linguistic Profile:
45% General American English
25% Yankee
20% Dixie
5% Upper Midwestern
0% Midwestern
What superhero em i?
ELECTRA
There's really no superhero with more style than you.
Because who could beat being sexy assasin ninja?
My vampire name is... 
High Priestess of Pain
Which of the x-men em i?
Small but fierce, you're a great fighter.
Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy.

Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly
What planet should i rule?
Mars
Mars is a planet that shines brightly and loops wildly around the solar system.

You are perfect to rule Mars, because you are both energetic and independent.
Like Mars, you seems attractive and bright to others - but you're difficult to pin down.

You are a great thinker, but you only think in the present and ignore the future.
Full of enthusiasm and inspiration, you are into your own thing... and rather insensitive to others.
What sort of artist should i be?
A musician
You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.
You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)
What color heart do i have?
Pink
In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.

Your flirting style: Coy

Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park

Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant

What you bring to relationships: Romance
 Whats my learning style?
I am a kinetic learner
You learn best by doing, and you have a talent for complicated, physical tasks.
You excel at athletics, drama, and fixing things.
You would be an excellent Olympic athlete - or a Broadway star!
What kind of soul em i?
I am a retrospective soul
The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.
Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.
You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.
You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.

Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.
But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.
For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.
You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul
How shy em i?
i am 36% shy
You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal.
You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.
What color should my eyes be?
They should be brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart
Em i more cat or dog?
I am 50% dog ,,50% cat
You are a nice blend of cat and dog.
You're playful but not too needy. And you're friendly but careful.
And while you have your moody moments, you're too happy to stay upset for long.
What kind of rocker em i?
I am a punk rocker
When it comes to rock, you don't follow any rules
You know that rocking out is all about taking down the man
You've got an incredible stage presence and rock persona
You scare moms, make bad girls (or boys) swoon, and live life on the edge!
Em i a lady? 
I am 44% lady
You're part lady, part modern woman.
Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.
Who is my celebrity style twin?
gwen stefani
Trendsetting, unique, and stylish.
What is my fashion style?
My fashion style is urban
You've got a style all your own... and it works
Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science
You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too
You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky
Your Extroversion Profile:
Friendliness: Very High
Activity Level: High
Sociability: Medium
Assertiveness: Low
Cheerfulness: Low
Excitement Seeking: Low

What american city em i? 
 
I am austin
A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll.
You're totally weird and very proud of it.
Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way.

Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick

Your Taste in Music:

Heavy Metal: High Influence
90's Alternative: Medium Influence
90's Pop: Medium Influence
Classic Rock: Medium Influence
80's Rock: Low Influence
90's Rock: Low Influence
Adult Alternative: Low Influence
Hair Bands: Low Influence
Punk: Low Influence
What is your dominant intelligence?
My dominant intelligence is musical intelligance
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.

You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.
How is my attitude?
My attitude is better then 55% of the population
If you scored...
40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.
What planet em i from?
I am from Neptune
You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.

You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.

Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.

You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.

If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything
How do i live my life?
 You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!
You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.
What does my birth month mean?
You love life and exude an outgoing, cheerful vibe.
Blessed with a great sense of humor, you can laugh at adversity.

Your soul reflects: Celebration, success, and wealth

Your gemstone: Blue Topaz

Your flower: Narcissus

Your colors: Indigo, green, and blue-green
What artist should paint my portrait?
Andy warhol
You've got an interested edge that would be reflected in any portrait
You don't need any fancy paint techniques to stand out from the crowd!
What flavour ice cream em i?
Strawberry ice cream
A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.
Your Political Profile:
Overall: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Social Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal

How open em i? 
i am 77 % open
You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly.
And while sometimes you do catch yourself blabbing on, you usually exhibit restraint.
You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you!
How angry em i?
 
I am 20% angry
You're so laid back, no one could ever accuse you of getting angry.
While there are a few little things that may annoy you, you generally play it cool.
In fact, your calm attitude tends to provoke people with anger problems.
They may think you're screwing with them, but that's just the way you are
Your five variable love profile
Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.
Are you a drama QUEEN?
I am a drama PRINCESS
You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments.
You know how to steal the spotlight...
And how to act out to get your way.

People around you know that you're good for a laugh.
But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone.
Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.
How is your inner child?
My inner child is surprised
You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things
In a past life...
 
You Were: An Arrogant Viking.

Where You Lived: North Canada.

How You Died: Typhoid fever.
What art movement em i?
You are likely to see the world as it should be, not as it is.
You prefer to celebrate the great things people do... not the horrors they're capable of.
For you, there is nothing more inspiring than a great hero.
You believe that great art reflects the artist's imagination and true ideals.
What modern bombshell em i?
“I don't want to spend so much time obsessing about myself.”
How emotionally mature em i?
Im 64% GROWN UP 36% KID
Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.
What color purple em i?
Dark purple
To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody.
In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think.
And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends.
You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that.
What number em i? 
I am 4 : the individualist
You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
 
 
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